"Setiap pasangan jodoh..tidak akan lari"

Today everyone was damn emo..including me..

Well i had several reasons why but i'm not gonna mention it here..lazy type it all out..well lets just say i was damn pissed and i kept on punching walls..and now my fingers and knuckles hurt like hell hahahahah :p

Well what was so unexpected was that i had tuition at 4.30..home tuition right and i've known my teacher since form 1..so we share alot together hahaha..

So well lately i have been problems with my feelings and she realized that today so she asked what was wrong so i let it out la..

Well i told her that i had trouble with love...and we kept on going on about it for about half an hour hahaha then she gave me good advice..like for example she was saying..

"Rai..if you truly love her and its not a crush which teenagers face all the time..then tell her that after SPM how you truly feel..after you have looked into your ownself and if you do love her..then you'll feel that you won't survive without her....and you might get confused that maybe she too has feelings for you( well i told her hellll nooo hahahah) so just forget about it for now..see how it goes during this 4 months of concentrating on SPM..if she shows you some signs then tell her how you feel in the end.."

So i was like what if she does and i tak layan her and all that..won't that push her away??..then my teacher said this..

"Setiap pasangan jodoh..tidak akan lari.."" If she does have feelings for you then both of you will wait..for when the time is right for you to once again tell her how you feel after..analysing yourself and found your true feelings.."

Whoa...hahahahha